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I have a crush and this is what it feels like

I have a crush and this is what it feels like. It's like I'm keeping a secret. I'm nor ashamed to like him the way I do. I'm afraid of losing him if this is exposed. I'm caught with crumbs on my face and hands. I'm eating from his cookie jar. I miss him. Haven't seen him in two weeks won't see him until next week. I'm on his Instagram. I'm thinking of the last time we worked it out.

On my mind

I've been thinking over and over about what I did today. I have limited spacial awareness. I barged in front of two older women. Didn't even make eye contact. Sonya asked if I was okay. I mean damn. I keep going back to this thought it's on my mind like water. Dry me up with a warm towel wrapped around my brain. Watching intervention like binging

Netflix taught me

"If you dont think im worthy, you havent come close enough" -Harlots

I could be hi gut

I'm going to right like this I'm dogging to the water rut out how many toys you got relating how how life body The at was not satisfying in the future. Or in the case, my past. If nothing satisfy you in the future. It doesn't matter what you do in the present. Live to satisfy now

How often do I truly make time for myself

There's time I commit to myself wrapped up in loving myself. Not when I'm laying down watching other people on tv. This moment is not a time for myself it's a time to be distracted, reflected, and deflected of what I truly need. Time to myself looks like learning the guitar, reading outside on the hammocks, cleaning my room, taking a shower. These are moments I can dually focus on how I am progressing.

Superpeople-survivors

Survivor is a display of superhero common folk. Jumping high, thinking strategy, being beautiful (in most cases).

Dad lessons

Keep pushing. T hat shouldn't be too hard. Its a mindstate